Saturday, March 17, 2012

Blog 9

Linda Manzano
Mrs. Croker
College Composition
March 17, 2012
Blog 9
My favorite poem is called “En Paz” translated to English the title of my favorite poem would be  “IN PEACE”  This poem is by Amado Nervo a Mexican poet. The reason why I love this poem in particular is because I  can envision an older man laying down watching the sun set talking about life. Another reason why I love this poem is because Nervo is right, we can make life good for ourselves or bad for ourselves because we are the architects of our own destiny. We can either extract good things from life (referred to as honey in the poem) or bad things (referred to as bile things in the poem). I hope you guys like this poem as much as I do!!
The Poem in Spanish and English:
Muy cerca de mi ocaso, yo te bendigo, Vida
porque nunca me diste ni esperanza fallida
ni trabajos injustos, ni pena inmerecida;
     porque veo al final de mi rudo camino
que yo fui el arquitecto de mi propio destino;
que si extraje las mieles o la hiel de las cosas,
fue porque en ellas puse hiel o mieles sabrosas;
cuando planté rosales, coseché siempre rosas.
     ... Cierto, a mis lozanías va a seguir el invierno:
¡mas tú no me dijiste que mayo fuese eterno!
hallé sin duda largas las noches de mis penas;
mas no me prometiste tú sólo noches buenas;
y en cambio tuve algunas santamente serenas...
     Amé, fui amado, el sol acarició mi faz.
     ¡Vida, nada me debes!  ¡Vida, estamos en paz!
Very close to my setting sun, I bless you, Life
because you never gave me unfulfilled hope,
nor unjustified work, nor undeserved sorrow;
     because I see at the end of my rough way
that I was the architect of my own destiny;
that if I extracted the honey or the bile of things,
it was because I put bile or sweet honey into them;
when I planted rosebushes, I always harvested roses.
     ... True, the winter is going to follow my youth:
but you never told me May was eternal!
without a doubt I found the nights of my sorrows long;
but you never promised me only good nights;
and on the other hand I had some saintly calm...
     I loved, I was loved, the sun caressed my face.
     Life, you owe me nothing!  Life, we are at peace!





Tuesday, March 13, 2012

It will never happen to me

Linda Manzano
Mrs. Croker
College Composition 101
March 13, 2012

            I used to think that the odds of my house catching on fire were the same odds of me winning the lottery. I obviously thought that my house would never be in danger of catching on fire or ever catch on fire. I  am careful that when I leave my house. I make sure that my stove is off and that my lamps are off. I have told my children that we need to be careful when we leave our house and make sure we turn everything off. I thought that I did everything possible to avoid a fire and thus a fire could not ever occur at my house. I was terribly wrong because about a month ago my R.V caught on fire and my house literally was only three inches from catching on fire.
            It was late at night and I was getting ready to go to sleep when the lights at my house went on and off. I did not take much notice at the lights turning on and off at my house. Then my son Charlie started to yell and scream and I quicky got up. From my son’s window we could see smoke coming out from our R.V. My family quickly ran outside to see what was going on. My R.V was on fire and my daughter and I quickly yelled out fire. In an instant the R.V caught on fire my daughter Vicky called 911 and I grabbed my house and tried to divert the fire so that my house would not catch on fire. With my hose I put water on the part of the R.V closes to my house and then put water on the wall closes to my R.V.  The fire men came and told me to get away and listened to them. The fire men put out the fire but my R.V was ruined. I learned that there was a short circuit that night at my house and my that was why my R.V caught on fire.  That night I learned that my house could easily catch on fire no matter how hard I tried to avoid it. There are things we cannot control and those things might just cause a fire at anyone’s house. My friends and family could not believe my house almost caught on fire because they know just how cautious I am. My family, friends and even my thoughts have changed on the possibilities of our houses catching on fire.


A picture of what was left of my R.V

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Family

Linda Manzano
Mrs. Croker
College Composition
March 3, 2012
Family
            Family is a great thing to have and the more the merrier it is. Growing up as a child my family went through many financial struggles but the family was always there to provide help. My mother side of the family was always involved during my childhood   while my father’s weren’t as much. Even my father was not around to see me grow because he was working in California while I was in Mexico with my mother.  As I grew older I got to meet my father’s side of the family and I wish that we had bonded with each other in my childhood.
            I will always have a stronger love for the family members from my mother’s side. The earliest memories of my life is about my aunts and uncles showering me with love. I cannot say that with my father’s side of the family for I began to interact with them in a later part of my life. Those aunts and uncles from my mother’s said of the family developed a strong relationship with me. They know things about that my father’s side of the family don’t. My aunts and uncles from my mother’s side of the family know that I was a good dancer and that at one point in my life it was a passion for me.  They basically know me inside out because they have watched my actions and reactions. My father’s side of the family will never know me like that because I can tell them about me but it is not the same as them forming their own opinion of me based on just watching me as I grew.
            I like my father’s side of the family but I wonder why they seem to have not taken interest in me and my sibling when we were children. It was later in life that they began to take interest in me. They truly do love me and have shared very important moments with me. I wish they would have been there for me when was younger because there were instances where I felt they did not care about me. They have redeemed themselves through their most recent actions. I have come to truly look at them as aunts and uncles and not as strangers. They have even been part of my children’s childhood and that makes me love them a little bit more but it also reminds me that they were not there in my childhood.
            I have no hard feelings for my father’s side of the family. The way I look at it the more the merrier.  My father side of the family have shown me that they really do care about me.  I can now look at my aunts and uncles for what they are and not as strangers. But I cannot love them as much as I love my mother’s side of the family.
             

Monday, February 27, 2012

Essay 1

Bench
As part of my normal routine while being on vacation, I took my kids to school. My first stop was at Black Stock Junior High School to drop off my daughter. I had no idea that on that very day I would become my children’s hero. On our way to Black Stock Junior High School my children noticed a bench which in their opinion reminded them very much of the missing bench at their school. At my son Charlie’s school Harrington Elementary, my son’s former teacher Mr. Mora had died in a tragic car accident. The school made a bench in Mr. Mora’s memory, and the bench had engraved in it “In loving memory of Juan Mora.” Mr. Mora was a teacher loved by everyone in school, even by children who did not have him as a teacher because he was a caring man. Mr. Mora was a man who embraced his Mexican heritage and taught children not to be ashamed of who they were. Mr. Mora’s death impacted everyone, students, parents, and all staff at school. For that reason a bench was made in his honor; however, his bench had not been cemented to the ground it was secured in place with some chains. Unfortunately, someone cut those chains during the weekend and stole the bench. My son and the whole school were very upset that they had stolen that bench and were outraged. Everyone that knew about the missing bench was on the lookout for the bench.
            My children were definitely on the lookout, and that is why they thought they had seen the bench, but they were skeptical it was the bench. The bench was in someone’s front yard, in plain sight and the two story house that looked very nice. I did not think my children had spotted that bench and neither did they, but something told me to go back to the house and double check. After I had dropped my daughter and my son, I went back to see the bench my children had spotted. I parked my car at the corner of the street. I got out of my car, and pretended as If I were jogging. As I passed a white two story house I saw a bench; the one my children had seen earlier. The bench was exactly like the stolen bench its iron structure was green in color and it was made out of plastic sticks made to look like wood. The bench had stickers, right on the place where the “In loving memory of Juan Mora,” engraving belonged. I decided to “tie my shoe” so that I could marvel at the bench and make sure it was the missing bench. Indeed, I had found the bench and it was at a nice two story house covered in stickers.
            I went to my car after conforming my suspicion and drove directly to my son’s elementary school. I went to my son’s front office and asked to speak to the principal. I was asked why I needed to talk to her and I told them I had just seen the missing bench. I was immediately taken to the principal’s office, where I was greeted by a familiar face Mrs. Cortez. I sat down with Mrs. Cortez and told her my children and I knew where the bench was.  Mrs. Cortez wanted to know where the bench was and I told her the bench’s location and she responded “Mrs. Manzano I am going to look for a camera, will you please show me where the bench is?” I told Mrs. Cortez that I would show her exactly where the bench was. Immediately Mrs. Cortez found a camera in her office and told me to hold on to the camera. Mrs. Cortez told me we were going to drive over to the house in her car.
            We both walked out of the office and went to the parking lot. I got inside Mrs. Cortez’s car and gave her directions to the house where the bench was. Once we arrived to our destination Mrs. Cortez said, “I cannot believe what I am seeing.” Mrs. Cortez could not believe that we had found the bench and she was also surprised that the people who stole the bench had put it in their front yard. The next thing Mrs. Cortez told me was, “Linda, will you please hand me the camera?” We were in Mrs. Cortez’s car and she took pictures of the bench, house, and the house address number. Once we had taken all the pictures Mrs. Cortez needed we went back to the school and we contacted the police.
            I went home after we contacted the police because I knew the bench would soon be back at school. Mrs. Cortez thanked me from the bottom of her heart for helping her find the bench; for she and Mr. Mora were close friends and it meant a lot to her that the bench be returned. I was told it would take a while before the bench was once again brought to school and that I would get a phone call once the bench was brought back to school. I went to my house and shortly after returned to Harrington Elementary school to pick up my son, and informed him what had happened.
My son was surprised that we had found the bench. My son told me, “You are my hero.”  I felt flattered by my son’s comment and it made me feel special that my son thought so highly of me. I was proud of my family because together as a team we helped return Mr. Mora’s bench. The staff in the front office knew me as the woman who returned Mr. Mora’s bench and my son as the kid who helped find the bench.

Sunday, February 26, 2012

Interview

Linda Manzano
Mrs. Croker
College Composition
February 19, 2012
Tracy Schamber
            Tracy Schamber enjoys working, she in fact can work 12 hours a day and not mind it. Tracy works as a chemical dependency counselor and she loves it she even considers it a hobby. Tracey is a married women and has one daughter named Gracie. Tracy’s daughter Gracie is 23 years old  and she is a very smart young lady. Gracie is attending school to become a paralegal. This makes Tracey feel very pound of her daughter.  Tracy has set a good example for her daughter, she went back to school six years ago. Tracy’s current goal is to complete her A.A in psychology.
            Tracy is always busy at work and at home she is also busy. Tracy loves animals she has loved animals all life.  Tracy has a small dog named Lucy and recently adopted a horse named sweetheart. Tracy feel’s that her new pets bring balance into her life and help her relieve her stress and tension. Another thing Tracy finds soothing is watching movies and reading books. Tracy is currently reading Fast Food Nation and finds it interesting.
            Tracy’s future goal is to attend Cal State Channel Islands CSUCI . Tracy wants to major in psychology with a focus in addictions.  Tracy wants to learn Spanish, she is finding it hard to do so but she feels confident in pronouncing certain phrases. Tracy is a friendly person with many goals. Tracy is determined and will accomplish these goals because she seems to have a true passion, which most people do not have. Tracy will most likely accomplish her goals.

Saturday, February 4, 2012

Texting and Driving


Texting and Driving
            Texting can be very dangerous, I saw one of my son’s classmates almost get run over because he was texting and walking. The kid was so distracted messaging that he just crossed the street without even looking. OMG!   Texting and driving is even more dangerous, more life’s are put in danger. It is just unacceptable to be texting and driving, it’s just as dangerous as driving intoxicated. I don’t understand why people text and drive, it won’t kill them to wait ten minutes to reply but it will kill them to replay. If people are dying to text then they should pull over and read their text message or replay.  Drivers and Pedestrians need to understand that they are putting themselves and others in danger when they text. It’s not a hard concept to understand, it really simple just wait. This problem can easily be resolved. The world has many things to worry about and texting should not be one of these problems.
I was watching the news, and there are now some devices that can be installed to a car that does not allow the driver to text or receive text messages while driving. I hope that with this new technology texting and driving can be eliminated.

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Reality Shows

Linda Manzano
Mrs. Croker
College Composition
January 29, 2012
Reality Shows
            I personally am not addicted to watching reality shows, but since I have young children; I watch reality shows. I have learned that reality shows are not bad at all but I will always prefer to watch my novela’s ( Mexican soap operas). Reality shows that I have watch and have found to like are Made and True Life. I think that some reality shows are positive because show’s like True Life can teach children and adults about problems different people face. True Life is a show that in each episode features a different topic about people suffering with a problem. True Life can teach people a lot, for instance one episode of True Life was about people with schizophrenia. Watching these show helped me learn about schizophrenia and get an insight in the life of someone who suffers from schizophrenia. True life opened my mind, I used to think people with schizophrenia were crazy and dangerous to be around with but watching the show made me realize I was totally wrong.
 Another show which in my opinion is both positive and interesting is Made. The show is about teenagers who want to be changed; for example, a shy quiet girl wants to be made into a prom queen. In the process of  being made into a prom queen the girl will overcome her shyness and gain more friends and she might or might not become prom queen but in the end will have changed in a positive way. I think that Made is one of the few shows I like watching because it gives the message, that  people can change and achieve what they want. In some Made episodes the person undergoing a change does not always reach their goal, showing that in life we don’t always reach our goals but we must see the positive changes we have made and keep trying to reach our goal. I think that show’s like True Life and Made benefit society because they send positive messages but it is not always the case, other shows send horrible messages to society.
There are shows like Sweet Sixteen and Jersey Shore that send out the wrong message. Sweet Sixteen is usually, but not always about bratty girls who disrespects their parents but end up getting a big sixteen party. Sweet Sixteen sends out the wrong message in my opinion, it tells girls that in order to be cool one must impress their friends with a big party. While watching Sweet Sixteen with my daughter I have not seen the birthday girl spend time with their family members. The girls are usually more concern about what their friends think, than they are spending their birthday with their family. Sweet Sixteen makes girls think that the superficial things are what matter the most than spending quality time with loved ones. I don’t even know where to get started, Jersey Shore sends out a horrible message to our youth. This show Jersey Shore makes it okay to run around having sex with people. Overall I think that Reality shows can benefit society and harm society, depending on the message the reality show is sending to society.

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

My Fast Food Habits

Fast food was not a big part of my childhood, I grew up eating homemade food. Since I grew up in Mexico the only fast food places I would go to were the hot dogs stands , at the corner of my house and little businesses around my neighborhood.  I would eat fast food only once a month, the rest of the time I would eat homemade meals. My favorite fast food  place was this hot dog stand around the corner of my house. My family did not have money to spare, so I would visit this hot dog stand once a month. The one time a month I would eat at the hot dog stand was because my father would send money from California to my mother to cover our monthly expenses and my mom would give me a little bit of money. When I did visit the hot dog stand I would buy a hot dog with mustard, mayonnaise, ketchup, onions and bacon. I would also buy myself a coca cola, to go along with my hot dog. When I would eat my hot dog I would feel as if I was enjoying an extravagant meal because to me that simple hot dog was packed full of flavor and the coca cola just topped it off and made me feel as if I were in food heaven. I would have visited the hot dog stand more often if I had money to spare but in my household we could not afford to eat fast food. As a child my family never went out to eat because we were seven altogether and at the time it would have added up and seemed expensive. There was a major change in my fast food habits when I moved to California. I went from eating fast food once a month to eating fast food four times a week. I fell in love with fried chicken and mashed potatoes, I would visit Popeye’s and Kentucky every week.
 I currently eat fast food three times a week. If you are wondering I still go eat fried chicken. I eat Kentucky fried chicken at least once a week and my love for Kentucky fried chicken had been passed down to my little one. My eight year old daughter and me both enjoy eating crispy, grilled and original fried chicken with succulent coleslaw. I have made it habit to that with every meal I eat from Kentucky a get a Manzanita sol soda to go along with it. I take my family to eat out every Friday to Toppers or to In-n-out, that serves as a time for me to bond with all family. I have been taking out my family to eat every Friday since when I was a child I did not have the chance to go out and eat with my family. I sometimes relay on fast food to feed my children and myself because I am busy going to work, college, and driving my brother to work. I plan to slowly break away with my fast food habits. I know that breaking with my fast food habits will be hard, not just for me but for my whole family, but we will take baby steps and slowly cut back on the fast food.

My Fast Food Habits

Monday, January 16, 2012

A little bit of myself

Hello everyone, my name is Linda Yvonne Manzano . I was born in Los Angeles California, however grew up in Mexico. My mother decided to move to Mexico and take me with her because she wanted me to grow up with family, something we did not have here in California.  Growing up I missed out on my dad, because he was here in Oxnard California working. I moved back to California when I was twenty five years old, and began to adapt to my new environment.  It is surely a good thing, that most people in Oxnard California speak Spanish, because that made me feel a little bit less homesick.  Getting used to my new environment was a difficult task, because of the language barrier. I began to learn english, it took me considerable amount of time because most of my friends  only spoke Spanish. As time went by I learn more and more english, each and every day.  The hardest thing that has happened to me in California is my father’s death. When I moved to California, I got to bond with my father. It might not seem like a big deal, but for me it meant the world because I grew up far apart from him. My father died two years ago, and it saddens me that I only shared a little bit of time with my father. I feel that living in Mexico cheated me the opportunity to grow up with my father.
I am a preschool teacher and I love my job. I like working with children because they are a joy and are like little sponges ready to learn. I try my best to teach and help the kids at my center. I feel that the most rewarding thing I get out of being a preschool teacher is watching students grow up. I watch children grow they come to my center 2 years old and leave five years old. I am also a mother of three children; two girls and a boy. My Daughter the oldest will soon be graduating from High School. I am emotionally getting myself ready, to the idea of not seeing my daughter everyday because she will head out to a university. Lately I have been teaching my two younger children to do chores, because they will soon take over my older daughter’s chores. I am going to Oxnard College, I am taking two classes this semester english and math. I think that I am challenging myself because I am not the brightest student when it comes to math, but I know that through much work and determination I will be able to be successful in both my two classes. I  feel excited that I only need four classes to transfer into a university.
In the future I see myself have transferred from Oxnard college to CSUCI. I see that I will have earn a BA in child development and maybe have renovated my house so that I could open a daycare at my house. I also see myself having enough money to buy a new car.